"I'm still hurting," I would say. Amy thought I was talking about my last disastrous relationship but really I was referring to her. I felt like I cou...d never love anyone else. For me, there was only Amy.My birthday is in the middle of June. I hate to work on my birthday so I always take a weeks vacation. Of course, Rick and all my other friends had to work so we agreed to have my birthday party on Saturday.On Thursday, I slept in. I had no plans and no obligations. I took a long hot shower and. Didi bhi nitamb hilane lage. Kai der tak mein didi ke stan saath khelata raha. Ab vo meri god se sarak kar jamin par aa gayi. Mere pant ke aar paar us ne lund tatola. Meine belt khol di. Aath inch ka kada lund us se nicker men se nikaala nahin gaya. Meine nicker bhi utar di aur lund azad kiya. Fauran us ne lund pakad liya. Mutthi maar ne lagi. Lund or jyada tan gaya. Topi hata kar us ne lund ka matha khula kiya aur turant apane munh men le liya. Matthe ko jibh aur talu ke bich dabaaye rakkhe vo. Even though my father hated cats, he agreed I could keep her. So I added another female to my surroundings so to speak. Mom and I soon found a strong bond of friendship, though I knew she wouldn't believe me that one Christmas Eve at midnight when I thought I heard sleigh bells and someone on the rooftop.When we weren't working in the hotel we would go to the bookstore. She'd ride me on her bike while I hung on. When we drove town we'd listen to the same music. Mom did her best to teach me how. I heard the things he said to her and i felt something I didn’t expect to feel. Pangs of jealousy. I imagined it was me he was saying those things to and felt myself getting aroused. I went upstairs and I undressed. I’m self conscious about my body. Especially since having Katy. My stomach never went back to the way it was, it’s covered in silvery stretch marks and has lost its washboard appearance. My breasts are sagged and my nipples are large and dark, and my legs have varicose veins also.