‘I want what you want. I want to please you. I want to be yours. Please help me learn what you need. I don’t want to hurt again. Please teach me s... you won’t have to hurt me again.’ Success! I wanted to scream it for the entire world to hear. I was master of my world and here was my latest conquest. I felt like a god. I needed her to open up more completely so I spent the next few minutes easing her deeper into the trance. By the time I was done she was lying on the couch again and had relaxed. I mean… not just emotionally. We held hands and slept in the same bed… And it all felt so natural. But kissing is just too close. It's definitely a romantic thing, not a best friend thing. And I know it was just for iCarly and that it wasn't real, but I wanted it to be real… I wanted to kiss Sam! And now I'm worried that every time I touch her, it'll feel that way. All romantic. And if she doesn't want that, then it'll be one-sided and f*rced and awkward and I don't think I can keep it secret. How was he going to help her when he can't even help is own household. The conflicts were causing him to have giant migrain.Slowly he walked up to the door at which his wife was waiting for him. "We need to talk." She said.They walked through the living room, then crossed through the den to the bedroom where they shut the doors in hope that Chrissy wouldn't hear."I know your work kept you from making it. I also understand and don't hold it against you. The thing that is hard is seeing that. I gulped and said I didn't think I couldget away with going out in public, but she dismissed my objections bysaying that she wouldn't have made the suggestion if she had had anydoubts about me carrying it off and went upstairs to get her coat.Meanwhile I looked through Hannah's wardrobe and found a lightweight,blazer style jacket and slipped it on. We were about to leave when Mumsaid 'A handbag, you can't go out without a handbag!' rummaging on theshelf in the wardrobe till she emerged with a.
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