College and older Nyx is here. Wiser Nyx is here.Let me rewind the clock. I used to struggle a lot with sadness. But recently I haven't been super sad...like I used to be back in 2014. But if you're going through that recently in 2021 I encountered a song by P!nk called F**kin' Perfect. It's a great song I strongly suggest you listen to itWhen I was a Christian I was Republican and all for anti-abortion and a bunch of other things. But after leaving religion and being agnostic my political view. ‘Im so happy they made us roomies, your just sooo cute’ Jenny was saying. Sandra smiled. ‘Thank you. Um, you’re really hot too. I, um, liked watching you… you know.’ She looked around a little shyly. ‘I guess I’m still new to all of this. I mean, like, the school and sex and everything. It’s… exciting.’ ‘Yea I saw how much you liked watching us.’ Mike laughed ‘Mmm yea you may be new, but you really are not very shy are you?’ Jenny asked as she flipped up Sandra’s skirt to get a peek at her. Late at night, I imagined I heard the sound of a far-off train whistle and cocked my head up expecting it to run right through the middle of our camp.Apparently, I was the only one hearing train whistles, but it certainly felt real to me and I held to the conviction my mind was not playing tricks on me.The venison steaks and the biscuits made with the last of our Saint Louis flour helped restore my stable spirits and I had Kit take in the slack on my clothes so I didn’t look like a scarecrow. She was a fine, broad, young woman with generous hips and swinging dugs that tended to fall out of her apron-draped blouse when she leaned over to serve her tables. Her dark curls and generous smile as well as the chance to get in out of the cold led me to arrive back at that wretched tavern late the following evening as the lowering sky starting spitting bits of ice."Upstairs," she said with a nod when I entered the smoky ordinary. "Around back." I'll wait for you." I said, full of hope and.
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